... then alcohol kicks in...

so yet another day when i realized how i live in the world i have created in my head... and built walls around me... my mind

the room is filled with my own fancy imagination.. thoughts that wont come true in my real world... may be... may be not in my created infectious world...

life gives chances to wake up... break those walls... reach out...  hold those who seek your hand... bank on those shoulders that are real...

but then alcohol kicks in...

cements those walls in mind... builds those walls stronger.. taller... and life goes on...

to dream is not a crime... and to dream all the more is not a crime... dreams paint those walls.. 

but then alcohol kicks in...

blurs those dreams... shadows those thoughts... dilutes the goal...

to dream you need to sleep... and to make those dreams come true you need wake up... act!!

you try to search for the needle that points north in hay of prejudice... but in vein...

but then alcohol kicks in...

sleep goes for a toss.. and in turn dreams have to wait.. and the ones that come are intoxicated... 

intoxicated dreams.. troubled waters... walls that wont break... mind that wont escape the prison build by these closed walls..

and again alcohol kicks in... 

conscious comes in to play... reality strikes... lightening crashes...

dreams become a thought that makes you laugh... reality ridicules the mind... life gets tough.. 

and then additional alcohol kicks in...

another glass of drink is on the table... thought are clouded... but there is a silver lining...

body aches... thoughts pinch... the ice slowly melts... it reminds you of the fading breath... you feel tired..

times limited... so is alcohol... but dreams go on .. mind goes on and on in to a loop..

each loop opens a new dream.. a dream that helps you build the wall higher... clouds your mind 

and so the story goes.. you wait patiently for alcohol to get over.. so the dream can end.. the walls can break... may be collapse on its own burden..

but then alcohol kicks in..

your friends get the liquid gold... and the story never ends... somehow you take the U turn... and life starts over.. the second U turn brings you to square one...

yet another day.. yet another thought... yet another peg... 

circle of incomplete life completes. restarts. resumes. 

..

#COLDPLAY - EVERY TEARDROP IS A WATERFALL

#METALLICA - TURN THE PAGE



raKH05041982

keep on rocking in the free world...

gone are the days when IM and PM were associated with messengers and internet..
then it was IM - instant messenger & PM - personal message...

now it is IM - indian mujahideen & PM - pakistani mujahideen
dont understand why the hindu radicals are doing what they have started....it might become a cult some day.... after all the gr8 HINDU gowd once eradicated a terrorist who stole his wife for her beauty....
:(

Neil Young once wrote a very beautiful song...its got meaning too ....

I see a girl in the night
with a baby in her hands
Under an old street light

near a garbage can

Now she put her kid away, she's gone to get a hit
She hates her life, and what she's done with it
That's one more kid, that'll never go to school
Never get to fall in love, never get to be cool


Keep on rocking in the free world
keep on rocking in the free world
keep on rocking in the free world
keep on rocking in the free world

yeah thats what we are suppose to do....

no matter who fucks whom and who fucks the other fucker in return, whether its for oil or strategic alliance for military...getting the nuclear deal signed or finding a cure for cancer....or leaving your next generation a chance to taste a burger thats so famous in uncle sam's world...or what ever it may be....

yeah ...u got it right... we are suppose to ..sing and follow

keep on rocking in the free world

PS : remember the ice is melting and its all gonna wash our sins....

raKH05041982