liquor !!

if its the whiskey talking.. dont stop.. !! if its the beer burp.. i am all ears!! if its the rum ka gum.. i am with you!!

sometime the fuck in the head wont just stop raping your every thought and thats when u want to bychslap the heck out of your mind.....


:D


#rape epic rape of innocence... 

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larger than life.. smarter than death is nothing

sometimes we all think we are better than others and others are thinking exactly opposite..
and why does grass have to be on the other side??

magnetic fields govern us.. gravity rules us.. 

hunger is the biggest drawback and it brings the worst evil out..

crissy was right.. its all about confidance...

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ray of hope dies with flight of dope..

someday ill be her saturday night while she continues to be my moaning monday..

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good sons life

sometimes it makes more sense not to look for answers.. just have a chilled beer.. eat chicken biryani and commit yourself that from tomorrow you will be a good son...

most of ll my sins will die with me.. but the best part is i can selectively chose to forget the things i don't want to remember... so its #perfect

sometimes its amazing to fall in love with songs...
COLDPLAY-PARADISE (this song helps me remember her.. and miss me)


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all is violent .. all is bright

sometimes being an asshole is so easy.. its just not funny...
random crazy carefree and thoughtless actions help you be 1..

if i had one msg for the last few weeks of my life..its would be... i am sorry for being an asshole i didn't enjoy... i cud have done better.. i will .. try at least!!

if only i had a magic wand like that chutiya harry potter.. i wud have changed  few things in the last week.. that will definitely wont haunt me when i am drunk on my fav old monk...

butterNan.. u are sweet.. i am crazy.. i wud only get fucked if u followed this blog like 1 once asked u to.. just pray that no one puts those electrical wires in to this dumb brain of mine .. afterall there are now more than 9 million bicycles in Beijing..  ;)

i am still yet to find a nice alias for her.. all she does is be her. and all i do is ..admire her..
she is indeed very very beautiful.. and she is my hello kitty !!
she is random and really interesting ..
she is fun to be in admiration with..
she is skittish..
she is ...

captions are just words.. sometimes words are just not enough..

thoughts arrive like a butterfly but her aura lingers on... #crazyness

its been a long since when i last heard god is an astronaut and this time its much more fun..

(life is crazy naa?? after all its just our state of mind.. #life there is always a war going on .. )

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#chand

and all i cared for is how can i keep admiring her beauty... she looked stunningly simple...and i was so so helpless :D

jeena isi ka naam hai!!

#chand

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kya kare.. majboor hai ...

There are times when you want to do more… so you strive for it!!

and then there are times when you want to do more and you crib about it!!

 and then there are times when you want to do more and you do nothing about it!!

Days come and days go… and then one day we realized.. you like to live your life during nights and not days… this happened to me not long back.. but the trauma caused more trouble than I could imagine..

So I lived my life the way I wanted… and do things you own way… in the process i ended up upsetting a few individuals and the biggest damage take was by myself…

People get pissed off because they have a lot of expectations out of you… rather they think that you are nothing but a puppet who should be in their life to entertain them …

this phenomenon gets much more applicable in marriages… you have seen a lot of movies and now you are confident that you are the hero.. and the wife is the heroine…  you expect a lot from each other but when the left hand side does not match the right hand side (LHS not equal to RHS)… you start thinking … bhenchod!! .. kya dimmage chat gayi zindagy…

but then if you get a free cookie at night… you are back to square one… pop a beer and celebrate the festival…

many a times you think since the packaging is brilliant.. the toy inside will be fun to play with.. . you like the packaging… for example a G.I. Joe.. and you put that in the hands of your offspring… little to realize whether  he really like the toy or not… if he really wants to play with it or not… but since you expect him to play with it you force him… and since the young one is always been brought up that way… he starts playing with the toy.. there is no issue.. the child really don’t have the brain to comprehend the loss and parents are happy… they feel victorious… in a way its like… all is well that ends well..

sometimes this ends up being true even for your life partner… and life to follow..

shadi kyun kiya??

Baap ne bola isliye..

Ladki??

Woh to thee naa.. chacha ne dhundi thee..

Chacha ne?? :o

Haan unki her decision papa ke liye phaydemand rahi hai..

Aur aapke liye..

Kya?? mere kiye kya??

Khair chodiye..  bachhey kyun kiye.. ??

pata nahi.. bus ho gaye.. kisi ne bataya nahi tha.. bacchey bhi ho sakte hai…

abhi kya??

pata nahi.. lekin ek baat hai.. mein mere bachhey ko engineer banaunga..

wah wah.. aap engineer .. aapka beta engineer..

haan mere papa bhi engineer hai :D

admission ka kya??

IIT hai naa… who IIT jayega.

Lekin iit to bada tough hai...

Koi baat nahi.. jab who 18 baras ja ho jayega.. tab tak govt kam se kam do sou IIT bana chuki hogi..

 waise aapka bete ko engineering pasand hai..??

nahi nahi… abhi to woh paanch saal ka hai..

aur aapne use engineer banana ka decision final kar diya??

Who kya hai.. ki misses bhi wahi chahti hai..

Oh really??

Usmein kya hai.. simple hai.. 10^th aur 12^th mein use acchey number lane hai.. fir ek chhotisy entrance exam. .. then 4 saal mein engineering…

Jitna aap bata rahe hai.. kya who utna aasan hai??

Bilkul..hamne bhi waise hi kiya tha.. 

Fir to aapki shadi bhi aise hi gayi hogi..

Haan haan bilkul..

Aur bacchey..?? (surprised)

Who bhi aise hi… bole to… raat ko mehnat jo karte the…lekin kisi ne bataya nahi bachhey bhi honge.. L

Things go on like this in many corners... and many a times they just happen… sometimes few strive for it.. . others don’t… sometimes they crib about it… others don’t… sometimes few do nothing about it… while others BLOG!!

Proud to blog!! (though actually no one actually reads it..)

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awesome awful

it was awesome to see her after a long time.. But cudnt help avoiding the #beingasshole syndrome. #getagrip #lifeisameltingicecube #timewarp

its awesome to be listening to my fav songs from gun n roses..

its awful.. old monk i over.. ill have to try the white rum now...

its awesome .. dhungach bend pan footale...

its awesome.. i bought chips.. as chaknaa

its awesome i had a working holiday yesterday...

its awful that ill have to go to work tomorrow.... 

its was good day.. in the end.. and a good night is to begin...

yup .. even the last post was dedicated to them...

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pussy cats

its funny how few people just want the best of you.. i am not talking about bosses or parent...
i am talking about people who are nothing to you but everything...

you are on a sinusoidal path..
during crest when everything is perfect.. she smiles back at you..to you it makes her the most beautiful person in the world...
during trough when the times are not in your favor.. you only wish that you could do something for her to smile at you... so that she could absolutely not avoid you....

cats love milk.. men love milk.. but both want it to be served in a different style..
cats will drink milk with eyes closed.. men will drink milk with eyes wide open...
cats will not complain if the milk is cold.. men will not complain as long the milk is served in natural cups..
cats don't need sugar in milk.. no chocolate drink.. men don't have this option...
cats will drink the milk and fuck off.. and men will linger on...

mood is a funny thing.. but moody people are definitely not funny... specially if the world of the moody person revolves around self importance.. self pity

when you are nor the only one who mistreats them..life can really be misleading.

so when life gets tough.. all you can do is get tougher.. milk help you get tough..

have you ever seen a cat work so hard for milk??

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kaizeen...

how do i put it...
swabhavala aushadh nasate!!
there is no medicine for a mans - Intrinsic nature, self-being or own being

i seek attention and all i get is a cold shoulder.. this is not for the first time this is happening.. i am used to this.. but this time its a uncontrollable..

they say as you get old.. you need to get less and less involved with life..

ok!! i am trying real hard to avoid.. but when it comes to women.. i like my weak spots...

enjoy till it lasts... and on the way there learn to make it last as long as you can ...

hey bhagwan.. she is beautiful!! she put life in black and truth in white...
not my fault.. i am still sober and straight....absolutely sober and inane

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god is an astronaut

getting high is easy.. staying high is tricky.. and a bummer is never an option.
when you mixandmatch you need to go slow.. any which ways i am slow.. all of it makes me more slow...

slow mind floats well on important issues which otherwise elude you..music.. beauty .. peace .. women... and TIME are few topics which needs a slow mind..

listening to god is an astronaut makes my mind slow..i don't know for how long.. but i am sure for a very long time i was waiting for an band who makes me feel slow.. and thanks to amarnath..who is digging for some really amazing bands in the US... agar usne mooh nahi khola hota to shayad hi koi mujhey is band ke bare mein batata...

this trip is beautiful.. i liked the trip the mind enjoyed while listening to porcupine tree but.. it could never get me.. in total there are 5 albums and i dont know .. how to rank them.. or which 1 to recommend... all are good... zodiac is different...

but if i have to make some1 listen to giaa.. then it has to be  SUICIDE BY A STAR

and chup chap batti band karke.. relaxed mode mein aankh band karke... poora attention deke sunane kaa...

very few things in our life can tune us... and these things change from time to time.. you don't know how.. but they tune you.. and sometimes in the process .. a lot of you is destroyed.. and then a lot of new is built too.. and this continues as long as there is meaning in your life.. once the meaning is lost.. nothing remains in tune and you crumble due to gravity depending upon how much your life sucks.... lesser the better....

she destroys me and i build myself over and over again.. as of now.. no one will back out.. its going strong...havovi says she is a beef i can never taste.. i know it.. but there is no other beef i want.. i aint no hungry.. i am just stuck....

i need my daily dose of reality... and i need it daily... warna mein aasman mein chala jaata hoon.. aur jab zindagy dhakka maar ke tapka deti hai to .. zindagy khajoor ban jaati hai...

yeh saal pata nahi .. kya kya naye gul khilayega... leking accha music sunana is on top agenda..!!

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