there comes a time...

there comes a time ... there comes a time that wont ever stop for you...

there comes a time when alcohol becomes the best friend .. your worst enemy...

there come a time when food becomes your first love when you want wish you were on a diet...

there comes a time when cigarettes become your basic need .. needlessly...

there comes a time when you hate your job but you hate your long weekend more ...

there comes a time when you can buy sex .. but you would rather stare at the sun...

there comes a time when rock'n'roll makes your heart at peace but your mind at a war...

there comes a time when love is abundant but all you need us ego massage...

there comes a time when you fit exactly in your own shoes but they give a shoe bite on your soul...

there comes a time when your stomach is bigger than your heart...

there comes a time when ice cube melt faster than the passing phase in your life...

there is a time when your mind works faster than your hands... only out of phase ...

there is time when you want time to stop... but it moves swiftly as always...

there comes a time when life on the other side looks... greener...

there comes a time when time moves real fast and your life seems at a standstill....

there is a time when you want to catch your childhood buy all you reach out is your middle age...

there comes a time when God whats your love but the devil gets your anger...

there comes a time when your see a well known stranger in the mirror...

it is when .. you know the time is right for everything to be not right but not wrong either....
it was always this way.. but you and I were to naive.. or too smart to ignore the basics of life..
this is what we were taught when we were young.. this is what we were taught in school.. to believe in ...

but there comes a time when we realize .. when we wake up... come to our senses... dumb-folded...
there comes a time we try to sort things out.. only to get more entangled .. more stuck and more occupied...
and then time runs out.. the end is always the same.

the end is sweet and its peaceful. PERIOD.

raKH05041982

sly.. shrewd.. though innocent

definitely not about god....

human mind .. why cant it all think alike... or should the statement be.. thank god!!... not all think alike..

all others animals have mind too.. but the difference is.. they almost think alike.. they want to eat .. fuck only to keep the race alive and die.. humans do a lot more than this...though originally they were designed to do these 3 simple tasks..

but human mind had a different plan.. 1 of the mind made Buddha.. the other made Hitler.. and so on..

complications didn't end here.. human mind evolved further into his and her.. at this time my mind clearly says not to get into anything complicated...

weird it is ...how the same mind things differently at different situations and under different influence ...
alcohol makes the strongest muthfukr emotional... and cocaine makes every chutiya a tarzen...
been watching a lot of intense shit on TV.. 1 old man creates history.. so other 2 bastards want to replicate the old man .. the 1st asshole fools a whole nation .. wants to go on 2nd rath yatra... while the 2nd asshole thinks 3 days of fast will wash away 3 weeks of bloodbath..

all this aside.. my own mind is having a tough time coping up with difference it is having with itself..  the funny part of the mind is not active .. but the cynic is alive and kicking ... its clear.. the mind is not free .. it is engulfed in some hate love relationship with external forces that are beginning to control the controls..

every now and then i try ..i try real hard but i don't try long enough.. you cant say i give up.. i give in...

iska kisine kya beegada thaa.. jo iske beena jeena adhura hai :)

raKH05041982

blind!! only the blind dream!!

when u are in love...life is really has a different meaning...all together...
i mean i always thought ... i am normal...but now i know i am special... like they call the spastic ppl...special !!!

she troubles me... i am so scared to look into her eyes.. if she is smart...she will read through my eyes... and i will have no answer ..only a lot of love to offer her.....

she makes my knees weak... she drives me nuts... and she kills me again and again only to bring me back to life with a lot more love... every time!!

all of my love...all of my love.... all of my love....!!

only the blind dream!!


raKH05041982